...is going to be so much fun, minus the not so fun things in between.

Monday, going to school. Taking a Humanities test, doing some random things in my other classes. Possibly going to see the JB3D movie with Josh after school.

Tuesday seeing the JB3D movie with Josh if we don't see it.

Wednesday going to school to do pretty much absolutely nothing before Spring Break. Spring Break starts for me at 2:15pm. hecckk yess! Going to Revo with Lyndsay :) 

Thursday meeting Jesse McCartney and watching him perform a couple of songs with Gabby, Ashley, Chelsea, Tina, Lucy & Frankie! Then going to pick Rick & Bobby up from the airport with mom and going to moms house.

Friday going to Universal Studios with Mom, Rick & Bobby.

Saturday going to Islands of Adventure with Mom, Rick & Bobby. Going to Emeril's for dinner :) 

Sunday taking Rick & Bobby to the airport. Then going to Disney's Hollywood Studios with Jazmine :) We just might audition for American Idol, if not we are definitely sitting in the Audience.

I am going to be exhaustedd.

Counting down the hours, and soon to be minutes til the year 2009, I wanted to look back on 2008.

Some great things and some not so great things happened this year.

This year was the end of my senior year of high school, and the beginning of my first year of college. Such a bittersweet year.

Senior year was beyond fun, I did a lot of things, prom, grad nite at Disney, football games, homecoming. it was so much fun. Graduation was almost overwhelming. it was very surreal. it went so fast, and i can't even believe i graduated already. After graduation, i lost touch with everyone but about four people. It's kind of sad, but you lose friends, and gain friends, so its all good.

Speaking of gaining friends, I met a lot of amazing people this year, and became super close with them: Kat, Gabby, Tori, Tina, Lucy, Josh, Carolina, Joey, JC, & Mel. They are some of the coolest people I've met. I don't think I'm forgetting anyone. I can not forget about all the amazing girls that I've met through myspace, but have yet to get to meet in person, Laura, Amani & Karyn.

My graduation present from my grandparents was trip to Hawaii. Hawaii was absolutely beautiful. I had so much fun there, and I can't wait to go back. I learned to surf and I got to see a volcano, and swim with dolphins. One of the best vacations of my life, and best gift ever. Oh yeah and that was my first cruise too. I never had been on a cruise, I didn't get sea sick except it was a little weird trying to go to sleep the first night, I could feel the waves. Really weird.

I went to a bazillion concerts this year and met pretty much all of the bands. My favorite had to be going to Push Play, I saw them for the first time in May, the second time in July & the third & fourth time in November. I can't wait to see them a ton more times in 2009. They are extremely talented guys, and I'd love to see them go far, and they will. Another highlight of this year was seeing Joey Page for the first time in concert, and then traveling to Louisiana to see him, where I had gumbo for the first time & fell in love with it. That stuff was delish. I think I met him like 5 times this year, the first being at the Jonas concert in March [= That concert rocked, I love those boys, and can't wait to meet them. They really came far in one year. I can't believe almost over night all that's happened to them.

Oh yeah and speaking of meeting Jonas, my 2008 resolution didn't happen. I doubt in the next 4 hours Jonas will be on my doorstep, since they are in New York getting ready to perform at
Dick Clark's Rocking New Years Eve.

College, what can I say about it? It seems almost pointless, a waste of time. Oh well, gotta go to get my degree so I can become a CSI and work for NYPD!! woo! dream job. I'm super excited for it. I did horrible my first semester, but I'm planning on doing A LOT better this semester and the rest of my college career.

This year I couldn't really think of a New Year's Resolution other than my resolution for 2008, which was to meet the Jonas Brothers. I'm making it my resolution again this year, because I WILL meet them this year, I'll do whatever it takes. My other more reasonable resolution, is to exercise more often, like run etc. Get in shape, and stay in shape.

Happy New Year Everyone!

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i knew i wanted to skip Christmas. that friken woman i swear. i don't know how the hell i live with her! she ruins every holiday. every friken holiday always ends in me and/or my grandmother crying because she upsets us so friken much. lets just say my eyes hurt bad right now.

we didn't open gifts from my grandparents at all because my grandmother didn't want to participate because of that friken woman. ughhh. i cried all the way to my mom's house because i couldn't deal with it. i don't know what to do anymore. I'm going to give up trying to win the fight. it just wont work.

good news, i got my Jonas calender which Kevin is on my birthday again and a little bit longer & i'll be fine necklace from the d collection. (: i live my life by that quote. things go wrong, i just tell myself that in a little bit longer everything will be fine.

I'm thinking about my new year's resolution. right now i only have one, to meet the Jonas brothers. but that was 2008's and it never came true.

woooo! what a fun flipping day! hahha notttt. 

morning started off with waking up at 6:00am. yuck. well anyways picked Kat up at 7:15ishh went to starbizzuccksss. gotta have the caffiene after being able to sleep in til noon for the entire summer. okay so i lied, i only slept in til like 10am, but thats beside the point. mocha frappaccinnooo >.<  

got to the school, with 30 mins til class. ran into madison said hello.  Then we headed to speech class, what a joy. i was really dreading going to that class. i hate speaking in front of people with a passion, all thought i'm outgoing. go figure. anywho.. the teacher is a little weird, she's cool though, tries a  litte too hard. pencils in her eyebrows =/ that drives me nuts. some interesting people in that class. interesting in a good way. i guess the speeches won't be that bad.. we only have 4 major speeches. thank god kat is in that class with me, i don't think i'd survive. i'd panic. 

kat had her humanities class. and i waited for her. then we went to boston market for lunch. which kat has gotten me hooked on. its yummy.

math..  haha we won't go there. worst  part of the day ever. end of story. good news is if i'm still in that class...there is a familiar face. lets just say scheduling is a pain in the bootay (haha k. booty.. for all you CUFers reading), and no one tells you anything, you have to go to atlas. atlas sucks. its the online server thinger ma bobber that you have to do EVERYTHING through. yeah you can't talk to an actual person to get help. 
ughh. i hate it. 

another starbucks trip. we needed it to ease the frustration. until that stupid song came on.. 22 36 45, 46 48 49 what the heck???

gov't... haha the teacher reminds me of george w. bush. his voice.. it might just drive me nuts.... oh and he is like graying early.. like taylor hicks. he's funny... i guess. maybe possibly who knows.. we will see. i'll be able to stay awake in that class though.. thats a good thing. gov't is not my favorite subject at all. oh well. it might be fun with the up coming election.

english bright and early tomorrow :) wish me luck. i'll let you know how that goes.

okay dokay peace out

can i just fall for someone other than a celebrity?? 
paulkevinjonasII is absolutely amazing.
my heart was stolen on august17,2008


ughhh!
emotions suck.
life does too.


confession: i want to be in love again and actually be loved back
listening to: King of America by Push Play
mood: sad

so why is it that when you like someone and a friend likes them too and they know you like them they go in for the kill, and be completely forward about it while you are too afraid to ask because you are getting mixed emotions from the person? and anytime you talk to the person about a possible relationship they totally change the subject? but the person has told you they really like you. as well as their really good friends telling you that that person likes you. i don't get it? do you? let me know if you do. i'd like to know the answer.

i really wish i'd stop having jonas dreams. i really wish i had more jonas dreams. i'm kinda half and half on this. i really wish i'd stop having them because it kills me that i can't actually touch them(not in anyway that you are thinking, more like hug them) and that i can't actually talk to them. i really wish i had more because it makes me feel closer to them, and it doesn't totally break my heart that i haven't met them. it hurts though. it makes me miss them. being a fan and going to their shows, you miss them the next day and for months after until you see them again. and they cycle starts all over again. it would be different if i was dating paul kevin jonas II, I could live not seeing him for a couple of months, cuz i know i'd be able to talk to him at least everyday. 

oh haha, so while i'm on the subject of jonas... callusfreaks denied my membership request. haha. was i not a big enough jonas fan?? lol.

sorry, i'm coming across as an obsessed jonas freak fangirl. i'm really not. these boys are amazing, but i'm not obsessed. if they jumped off a bridge, i wouldn't. 

i guess thats it. 
oh and boys are stupid so lets throw rocks at them.

confession: i'm watching the Perfect Man for about the 30th time.
listening to: Starlight Addiction by Push Play
mood: curious

Check out these music artists: Push Play, Bryan Malpass, Jason Mraz, Teddy Geiger
(they are all on myspace)

i really should start going to sleep earlier. instead of like 2 am. my mind wanders a little too much at 1 in the morning. i think about everything that's been going on in my life for the past month. its not good for me. i'm already putting stress on my body being up this late. then to put the emotional stress on myself that i do, thinking of all this crap, that i shouldn't have to worry about. its ridiculous stuff. i'll explain a little later in the blog. maybe i should really go to sleep now. well after i write this blog. 

well yeah tonight my late night thoughts consist of none other but love. why? really i mean i hate when i think of it, it drives me utterly INSANE. but yeah (issue #1) i hate hearing love songs on the radio or my ipod, and just having to sing along to the song, and not being able to thinking of anyone and smile. love songs are like my guilty pleasure...i can't get enough of them. They are normally the catchiest, and have the best vocals, well in my book. (#2) i haven't been in a relationship in over a year a decent lasting relationship in over a year. ouch. there is definitely something wrong with that picture. wanna fix it?? you know how to reach me.  i sound desperate. *sighs* (#3) i just can't seem to fall for a decent guy, i fall for the ones that aren't reachable, the ones that live miles away or the jerks, the ones that just want you for sex to show off to their friends, or just don't know how to be in a relationship, they just want you for the physical and not emotional aspect. Where are all the decent guys that are right around the corner, and that want both the physical & emotional aspect of the relationship? anyone who knows let me know. not to annoy all of you that think i'm obsessed with the jonas brothers. but kevin jonas is one of those guys, but guess what he is miles away! ughhh. (oh and i'm not saying his brothers around one of those guys..but kevin won my heart.)

well yeah i'm falling asleep as i type this.. i can barely see the screen. i'll blog again tomorrow night, about something else crazy on my mind, most likely

confession: i really should start wearing my glasses more often, before i go blind.
listening to: Vegas Skies by The Cab
mood: tired

Check out these music artists: Bryan Malpass, John Nathaniel, The Cab, Chris Via, and Matt Warfield
(they are all on myspace)